Friday, October 16, 2009

bagaimana kehidupan saya berjalan 365 hari yang lepas - part 1


i still remember, today, as I was announced as one of the standing "calon bertanding" for the student representative council (MPP), for the 580 votes, left other 3 candidates behind. satu pertandingan yang saya bertanding setelah beberapa kali sesi membetulkan niat. memang susah nak terima masa nak mula bertanding dulu. since, i have to ask for opinions from many people. semua kata, JALAN JE LAH! saya teak pernah tersentuh pun nak bertanding, or being what i am for the last 365 days back. how it all started?

before raya begun, last year, i was being texted by kak Zai (zaidatul akmal,miss z), TAKNAK JADI MPP KE,BOLEH DAPAT BANYAK LAGI PENGALAMAN.....sounded something like that lah. tak ingat. I just said, TAK TAU. I just shut my mouth off lah. that is not my thing. for what kan. i still got other thing to catch.(i was too in love with rakan muda that time, i think (was thinking) my career is there lah kot.haha)....i was being texted few times just for that question. until kak zai reveal me to a thing, that i felt, i should get in, to save the world.(the saviour ke saye ni?)ahahaha. yeah, question marks fro my raya that year. wanna be, or not wanna be? am i going to sit on the post just because of terpaksa?a tough question jugak lah.


why am i too self-questioning?

becoz, seriously i felt that im just a nobody, suddenly wanna get in and standing for the post.with my character that time, oh god, I could see the future, there would be disaster punya lah aku cakap kat kau.


even, i wasnt ready with my manifesto. i do not know what im going to deliver pun on the manifesto nights (3 nights standing on the stages,sweating, lutut ketar).memang menjemput maut betullah aku rasa masa tu. I met Ammar Firdaus on the monday evening,asking a soalan bodoh "ammar, nak cakap apa malam ni?" adus! hee!

i still remember how i delivered my speeches all that nite.seram.

malam first nak muntah
malam second berpeluh peluh
malam third cool saje =)
i hope that give u visuals on how all thing gone that time,how clumsy I was.

but Alhamdulillah, Allah gave me strength all along that time, and unexpected, i was announced to sit on the cabinet. take that!


special thanks to those people
zaidatul akmal (for much support)
ammar firdaus (for much support and manifesto)
abg bob (where are you?)
ahmad syafiq shiro
hanif abdul wahab
norafifah (pipah)
faraain wagiman
Norayuni Azizi (for watching,running,hearing my words through phone.much thanks!)
friends,folks
___________ - kindly fill ur name here.

i was having good time with all of you, and now still.will remain sweet.


preview for part 2 - "org lain semuanya nampak hebat"


till next post
salam and wit luv
"by any means necessary"
Achmad Shazwan





13 comments:

  1. mungkin aneth akn gnti tmpt awk?

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  2. i dunno miss....but i knoe u already....why not u miss??

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  3. tak mungkin. Pe kaba? Rsenya dh boleh komen.

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  4. doing great all time lah.was there anyone said u can't comment?

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  5. Sblm ini komen tak boleh. Awk bz lgi ker skrg?

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  6. bukan tak boleh sedari...tapi, terkadang tu(bukan terkadang,tapi selalu jugak...) ur comments tu contributing to a call for me...THE MOST CONTROVERSIAL MPP.u know what it means lah.ur comments is too risky la babe...takut.
    bz tak, but still continuing fighting....

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  7. ..."by any means.." anethnye blog akn jd mediumla. too risky? gentlemen nye~~

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  8. heheh.do not need to make others page medium this and that.directly ape salahnye?tapi kan,is my life too obvious in your eyes (this question doesnt bring any sarcastically meaning(s))..... i do not sure what gentlemen u did mention about.

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  9. Just like to see u too.U r good together. as i see it. u r not offended kan?

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  10. the students figures is almost up to 6000. i belive that there are more than hundred couples.whoa, we left that other hundred figures ke, and then caught your attention? do we? not offended? how could u said so? so sure? i felt, but how about the other party?

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  11. WAN! Tak bgtau pun after 10 comments already Farah fire up her comments here. Grrrr!

    Tak habis2 lagi ke dia cakap benda yg sme?

    xoxo
    aams

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  12. my answer kan:
    1: chill lah
    2: only then i know the "asal usul" of those NONE OF UR BUSINESS.....

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